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On Frail Wings 039I watched as the road passed by as we drove down the high way. About ten more minutes before we get to the venue. I wonder what everyone will be saying, no doubt that picnic got everyone wondering and talking.
I wonder what lies Chris has spread since then. The fact that Ricky had told Chris upset me. I really thought that he meant what he said about not telling anyone. I understand that he probably wants to tell Chris everything, but that wasn't something he needed to know.
I've been ignoring my own friends as well, Danny, Matt, Jayy... but I mean, I've been busy. I bet they all think I'm so type of whore now, after what all was said and done. I'm not in the mood to deal with all this bullshit today, but that didn't matter, I still have to.
Ashley was still sitting beside me, and reading a base magazine. He looked up, smiling at me softly. At least I know that he'll always be there for me. I don't know what I'd do without him, I maybe young, but I know what love is. This is love.
On Frail Wings 038I decided against pushing Ashley any further to tell me what his dream was about. I mean, he might really not remember. Certainly I've had dreams that left my mind the second my eyes opened. It could be nothing too, maybe I''m just worrying too much.
Ashley had already fallen back asleep, his rhythmic breathing making my own eyes tired. I laid next to him and stroked the side of his face. How does he stay so strong? Even if I promised to forget that night, I can't. The one night he showed emotions, the one night he was human.
It had broken my heart to watch him cry, but at the same time it told me that I was important, he trusted me. I just hope he didn't bottle up whatever was bothering him again in the hopes that it would just go away.
Somewhere between worrying some more I feel asleep. It wasn't a deep sleep, but it seemed to do the job odd enough.
"Andrew, come on, get up baby" I heard Ashley's cool voice speak. I opened my still tired eyes, rubbing them as I sat up.
On Frail Wings 034My heart stopped as I heard Jake's voice. Shit, I'm guess there's no way I can just play this off. Unless he's dumb enough to believe that I was giving him mouth to mouth... but I don't think he's that drunk.
"What the fuck?" he spoke again. I sat up, biting my lip. How do I put this simply?
Andy's cheeks were a deep shade of red, as he stared wide eyed at Jake then back at me. I looked around, trying to stall and figure out what I was going to say.
"Um... I uh..." I struggled to say.
"Dude... seriously?" he said, a bit calmer this time. He closed the door to the bunks and walked over to the opposite couch, sitting down.
"Are you two like... just really drunk or something?"
"Um... yeah" I said, seeing a way out.
"Oh... well if you're going to fuck could you at least wait until we get to the hotel or something?" I glared at him, before flipping him off.
"Whatever floats your boat man, doesn't bother me"
"Jake we're not fucking, and I swear to God if you tell ANYONE I will beat your face
On Frail Wings 040The words that had been spoken to me replayed in my head like someone's sick idea of a joke. I can't beileve what I'd heard. I thought I'd be happy, I've wished for this ever since that first night. To hear that the light was in sight... but I can't help but feel sad... lost even.
I closed my eyes, leaning back in my bunk. I closed my eyes and remember that phone call not more than an hour ago.
"Hello?" I answered, pressing the green TALK button.
"Hello? Is this Ashley Purdy?" a woman's sweet voice spoke from the other side. I didn't recognize it as any one I knew. Of course with my past... it's not uncommon to have a girl calling.
"Yes it is"
"Hello Mr. Purdy this is the Debra speaking from the San Fransisco ER" the ER? Why would I get a call from them, no one I know is sick.
"Uh can I ask what this is about?" I asked confused.
"Of course, I'm sorry to tell you this but last night your mother over dosed, luckily she called 911 before she passed out, but this morning she took a turn
On Frail Wings 033I watched as Chris smirked at Ashley. They were both drunk now, and that means both of them have completely lost whatever small part of common sense they have. Ricky; wanting to have no part in this, had escaped back to the buses.
Danny and Ben both cheered, egging them on.
"Oi, Ashley you gonna let him talk to ya' like that?" Danny taunted.
"Ashley..." I growled.
He ignored me though, his eyes clearly set on Chris.
"Why don't you be a man and get down here you pussy" he spat at him. Chris just laughed before jumping down to where Ashley was. Both of them stared at each other, trying to anticipate what the other would do.
"I suggest you take back your last comment goth boy" Ashley snarled.
"Goth boy? Real creative. At least I'm not some fucking drunken whore like you"
"I get more pussy then you do" Ashley laughed.
"Oh that's right you don't want that, you're fucking Ricky" he added.
"And you're fucking Andy, so who's the fag now" Oh hell no, that's enough of this.
"Fuck you Chris!" I s
On Frail Wings 001I sat inside our tour bus, fanning myself with the latest AP magazine. I'd imagined that Warped Tour would be hot, I mean it is like Summer, but never THIS hot. I don't even know where we are right now, or even care for that matter.
All I know is that it's 110 degrees outside right now, not a cloud in the sky, and it's not even lunch. I could already see the crowds of people gathering by the gates, all of them looked equally hot, but still bore smiles on their faces.
A few of them even had on our war paint, and black clothes like ours. I'd told all the fans that no matter how hot it was we'd still be wearing our leather and paint. Looking back on it, it was a stupid decision. But it's part of who we are, I'm not doing this half ass.
The light poured into the bus as the door was swung open. An exhausted Ashley, covered in sweat walked in, a displeased look on his face. He plopped down on the couch in front of me and sighed, wiping the sweat from his brow.
"How the fuck are you not sweat
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